So...A hectic few weeks come to a close with what looks like is gonna be a few more weeks of the same. had our house warming in a crazy mix mash of drink,hugs,fights,shouting,crying and love. Our home feels a lot more like a home now than it did when we moved in. I'm still loving it. loving it enough for it to wipe out any shit that goes down in work on a daily basis. too much melrose place crap going on. i have definitely fully out grown any feeling of challenge that it has to offer and am really gonna need to see some light at the end of this tunnel soon.
however... i am very excited these days. i have the feeling of looking forward to a holiday or something similar.only thing being i dont know what im excited about. i think its excitement for what could come out over the next few months. haven't got the slightest idea what that might be but i feel very positive about it. something big is gonna come to light.
i feel it....
i miss my brother.
